Honestly...
It's so hard to believe it's been 8 months since Matt went to be with Jesus. Some days it feels like 8 days, and some days it feels like 8 months. To be honest, 8 months ago everything in me detested standing at a place where I had to look at another path I didn't choose. The fact that none of us gets to choose how much life we get here is hard to face, right? I spent a lot of time asking God "why" questions. I was grasping for the control back. If I could get the answ