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Putting on a wristband...

Today is June 30, 2018. Exactly one year ago today our world was turned upside down. The path we thought we knew well was altered into one we knew nothing about. This wristband seized us like iron shackles. Painful, unexpected and brutal in so many ways. And yet, the Lord brought this upon us. The Lord walked Matt and I into that doctor appointment that day. "If God foresees molecular developments becoming cancer, he can stop it, or not. If He does not, He has a purpose." John Piper I didn't usually go to his doctor appointments with him. He had been having strange symptoms and I just felt I should go along (you know, ladies, to make sure he would be honest and tell the doctor the

A Secure Fortress

Today marks three weeks since Matt went to be in the presence of Jesus. These weeks have been filled with fear, trembling, peace, generous gifts, meals provided, family visiting, counseling, hugs, friends coming when I call, God whispering to me, deep pain in my heart, tears, many questions unanswered, and hope beyond comprehension felt at Matt's celebration of life service. When our regular schedule seems to be off for a few days (or weeks or months) my youngest girls like to start building things. This last week was a big fort in their room. A big, cozy, quiet, secluded place where they can feel safe and just rest. They slept in it for several nights. Each day as I walked in that room



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